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Saturday, April 30th, 2005
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| Time: | 2:33 am. |
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butch
fuck completly off you emo fucks
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so talk about a great spring break. New Orleans was the shit. we got there at like 3 o'clock on thursday (st. patricks day) and started drinking around 4 and did not stop till the sun came up . i must say it was not easy to get up the next morrning. but when we did we hit up the french quater. i had a pobiy and liz i must say you were right when you said they were the best. we when to the big cathdrel after lunch and checked out some local shopes. we walked down to the fairries but desided not to ride. later that night we went to a oyster house it was pritty good me and chrys had some raw oysters and we got him to eat a poboy. then we went back down to burbon st it was much harder to drink this night but we still put a few down. the last day we hit up a mall and ill tell you there are some fucking weridos in new orleans. after the mall we hit the casno well all won quite a bit of money but all ended up being in the hole befor we left. after walking around for about 2 hours we decided to go down to the garden distrect. the houses in that part of town are just crazy well got to got to work now tell you more tomorrow
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Tuesday, February 22nd, 2005
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well i guess it been for ever that iv updated this thing but i havent really had time. well i have all day off today so i think im going to work on the 300zx befor bea gets off and we have to work on his car. im going to ft. myers sunday im very exited i miss ein so much. mom had to take him cause my apt, sucks.
well valentines day was the coolest, becca got me the karate kid box set its the coolest. :).
tonight at midnight chrys turns 21 he can finaly drink out side are house and i dont have to buy all his shit. tomorrow is going to be a very long day.
oh well i guess i might as well get a start on the 300 ill up date later.
fuck off emo kids
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Tuesday, November 30th, 2004
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hey hey ivnt done much with this thing latly. things are going pritty good i went up to north carolina for thanksgiving that was cool. we got there at like 1 in the after noon. i ate so much food i thought i was going to die. lol we also went to this old town called old winston and they hd some really cool stuff there.
me and chrys beat halo 2 totaly sucked i hate it when good game have bad endings. lol but enought about halo.
so this girl at work cristy is trying to set me up with her friend. this is not going as good as i sounds i got to meet her once she pritty but seeing as i dont have a a way to drive around i think im going to be single for a little while. i cant only see her at broadway. she has a can but hey i dont wanna do that any more eather.
chrismas is comeing up. liz and kay have there apt coverd with decortions. it looks pritty good comcidering they did it lol. its really going to be weird this chrimas. im not really going to have anyone im close to up here anymore. theres chrys and jason but i dont know im not that that close with them chrys but who wants to be with him lol. i dont know i got liz still i guess but were father apart now then ever and her and zack a dateing so im sure they r not going to want me around all that much. i dont know i have to go to the bank though so ill give you a update on the day later. fuck off emo kids
kyle
p.s. im makeing pizzas agian and i got to run the store yesterday:)
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Wednesday, November 17th, 2004
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this week has been fucked up for the most part.
well my feelings are begaining to numb i guess. i find my self wanting to see her less and less. now its just the the girl i meet i miss alot. the new person she is is a person i would really never wanna know. i dont really know what happend but i do know this is not the same girl i feel in love with.
im begaing to think the people i could depend on the most are becomeing the lest reliable. liz still says she will drive me around but i dont really want to put every thing on her i know its know its not her falt all this happend to me. but did need her help. and of all people to drive me around chrys? boy was he mad.and zack dont even get me started. im really depending on him and yesterday he fucked me bad. its not like i didnt try to get a hold of him. i dont know if he was beeing nice to me and driving me to school cuz it was on the way or if he was just showing off how nice he is so he could get in lizs pants. what ever i really hope what i herd about him is not true and what he thinks of liz is not that. because if my relstionship got fucked up for just a peace of ass im going to really fight him. and as every one knows i dont fight but one thats fucked up as a friend of mine and two she might not be any more but to do that to such a beatiful wonder full person like liz use to be. i still could not see any one hurt her.
well me and kay have become a lot closer. see saved the day and took me to school. then she picked me up and took me to the layers and to buy a suit. it was kinda exspencve but if it will help this ill do about any thing. me and kay saw the polar exspress yestrdaythat was pritty good. i loved that book as a kid.
tomorrow i have a big day planed i have to get that hard ship and the sr-22. i really hope i get it more thenany thing(well almost any thing:( you know theres one thing i wont more then anything in the world) but ill up date you on my driving situation later. well i guess i have to go to work now so.
fuck off emo kids
kyle
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Sunday, November 14th, 2004
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well i guess its been a few day but things have been good and iv been kinda busy. steph came up here the other day it was pritty cool. i haven't seen her in a coons age. i got to hang out with her for a bit we went down town and walked around for a while but there wasnt much going on down there besides the normal dance clubs. we played at the library and i showed her lizs fountan but it wasnt on. then we went to steak and shake and talked it was cool. are food took for ever though. after that we went back to lizs but she had gone to bed befor we even left. but zack was still up so i went home played halo and smash bros with every on here and went to bed.
last night was kinda pointless i got off early worked on my paper and then went over to barries. we talked about the paper and what all of us are going to do and then we just talked about random shit. after that i went home walked ein it started raining then luke and zack came over we played some halo and then i went to bed not to much fun but hey it beets doing nothing i guess. well thats all for now i guess ill update tonight if anything happens worth telling. fuck off emo kids
kyle
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Wednesday, November 10th, 2004
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well yesterday was another pritty good day. it had a couple bad moments but for the most part i had fun. jason and i played some halo 2 and then he took me to wall mart i got and new controler and f.r.i.e.n.d.s. 8 for liz. then i worked on my outline for class. talk about last minute. well then i went over to liz and kays. liz had the biggest hicky on her neck. then zack i guess decided he didnt wanna go so chris had to take me. after class liz came and picked me up for the meeting with the layer.(she was late) i got some good news from him and some bad news from him. i guess i just have to get all my shit stright and i should be ok. i so glad i have liz as a friend now she made me feel so much more comfertable in there. im also glad she was the one to tell me that every thing was going to be ok. well after that on the drive home liz decided to inform me that her and zack were now offisaly dateing. like i couldnt figure that out they had better be dating if hes making her like that. well when i got home me and matt went out runnig it was pritty easy last night. we ran for 25 mins and neather of us felt bad at all. then chrys got home and we played some halo2 while i waited for kay and jennie to come get me. we went to marbal slab and kay got me ice cream. yey for kay i love her so much. then we went to see alfi or some thing. it was very depressing. it got a little long and definetly a chick flick. after that i went over to lizs again and zack and luke were playing halo2(lol hanging out with you hu) so i talked to liz for a bit and left. well for the most part it was a fun day i shall in form you on todays event if they at all intrest me.
fuck off emo kids
kyle
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Tuesday, November 9th, 2004
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well today is one of the frirst good days iv had in a while.
i think liz and i are actulay going to finaly make up and be friends again yey!!!! she took me to the bank today after work and we had a pritty normal time for once. we talked about stuff thats going on and just had a good talk. lol but were not 100% yet. i think im going to have to give her and my self some more space befor we are even close. kay luke and i went out tonight. first we went to fridays it was good i had the sizzlen chicken and cheese as always. then we went to see the incredibles. it was really good i liked it alot. im totaly a under develpoed super hero. then we decided sence halo 2 was coming out that we should go get it at midnight. all the lines were so huge every where. exepet at the redbug game stop cuz im the coolest and preorderd it their. we had to stop buy kays house first though and then lukes. liz and zack were at zacks and i guess liz was sleeping. i kinda woke her up she didnt seem to happy about that. then i bought halo2 for zack cuz hes a loser(even though liz was sposes to buy it for me) well we got back and jason and i played zack and luke then jason went to bed so i went over there and we played some more. so im sure liz was not to happy about that eather. bit ill see her tomorrow shes giving me a ride to the atternys office. maybe she was just cranky cuz it was pritty late. oh well i have to get to bed i have to get up and do this paper thing befor i fail this class! so as always fuck off emo kids
kyle
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Friday, November 5th, 2004
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yey!!! my mom came up to see me tonight it was great. iv missed my whole family so much. i wish i could go to ft. myers and see everyone. i talked to traives the other day he sounded like he was doing good but i guess all he dose is work and school.(sound like somm one you know) well any way tonight was cool. we went to don poblos it was pritty good i got to try 2 new beers and the food was great. mom didnt really like her salad it was too spicey. then my mom took me to target i love target fun times i got a bick its bad ass and you all wish you had one. i also got a light and a lock for it the lock has a kick ass star on it(love you ashly) lol then we took the bike home and went to see a movie. the incrdibles was sold out so we saw shark tale. its was pritty funny. jack black is so cool and hey another movie with will smith and he wasnt a cop. lol well now i guess im going to sleep. matt wabted me to come over and play some ass hole, and zack wants to play halo but i think im going to just sleep my be tomorrow guys. well thats all for today. tomorrows another day. fuck off emo kids
kyle
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hey whats up guys, last night was awsome i went to some house party with matt cook and we all got really drunk and ended up singing karaoke. then me and matt and these 2 girls went to steak and shake it was awsome. i got home round 4 and went to sleep got back up a 8 cuz i had to work today. it was pritty fun i got to make pizzas again(everyone knows im the pizza king) so i got off and my mom is here now we are going to do some thing talk to you later. fuck off emo kids.
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Wednesday, November 3rd, 2004
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| Time: | 7:05 pm. |
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well to day was ok i guess i got up super early so liz and i could take faya to the vet. when i got home i did some londry and called my mom with some atternys numbers. then me and jason played some games when he got home and we went to the store and i got mucho food. then we came home played some more games and zack came over we watched tv for a bit befor class then after class we came home and jason zack and i played more smash bros. and then zack skipped class and hung out for a while. no sea bass(jasons friend) is over and i guess some other people are comeing over i dont really feel like playing video games any more but cortny didnt call me so i guess im not working on the project with her to night. so what better do i have to do. pocker is to night but i dont really wanna play that eather. zack said some thng about walking and feeding his dogs and then i guess hes going to lizs he said he would call me when he found out what he was doing and we might go do some thing after hes done with her. well maybe the night will be a little more event full then the day ill fill you in later if it dose. fuck off emo kids
kyle
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Tuesday, November 2nd, 2004
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ok well today has had to be about the worst day of my life. well 4 oclock in the mornigng last night i deside i cant sleep and i wanna drive. im doing good im driven pritty slow and all just hanging out. and i descided that hey you know what would be a good i idea lets cut through alfaya woods and come back the back way. less busy streets right.so im driving and i decided i was going to text liz. so i pulled in to the park texted her and as soon as i was donre a cop car pulls up. ok so i sit back down for a second. well they asked me what i was doing and i told them i was just talking on the phone and they asked me how old i was an i told them 21. well after that they just went back to there work i was kinda like ok well im geting out of here. so i got in the car nothing. i started the car and bam blue lights fashed. well as i found today they comeplettely trasd the car looking for drugs ass holes but of course they didnt find any thing its me come on. well any how they halled me off to jail. witch real sucked alot. i got to sit there from 4am to 1230am i got to take a shower with a bunch of dudes(not as bad as evryone says) witch kinda sucked but hey then i sat in a cell free balling my kick ass blue jump suit. well my mom and mike finaly got a hold of chrys and he came down and set my bail i have to go back on the 19th for court. well this was not fun at all. the rest of my day was pritty good i got picked up by kay and luke( they are me heros) we went to tthe bank and then home. zack picked me up for school and then we went to 711 and got subs then back to the bank to put in a check i forgot earlyer. then he took me back home and left for school and me chrys and kay went to the inpond and got my car out. chrys i love your mad driving skills. then i went over and watched monster with jennie and kay luke and chris. it was really really bad. at that point i went and walked faya. she really is the second cutieesd dog in the world.(ein is number 1)so i got back up stairs and zack showed up and we turned the movie off to watch the election. me and zack went to my house and watched it there and then played chrys and jason in smash bros. then we played halo. im gotting good once more. after that we went back over to kays and watched that 70s show i brought ein. i think it pissed kay off(im sorry dream lover ) me and zack washed faya and ein and they dont stink any more(faya pooped in her cage and it was bad) then me and zack put are close in the wash with the dog towles. and me and zack raided lizs closit. well after r close got done and jennie had gone and kay went to bed i guess chris got a call from some girl and zack said he would take him over there. so i was leaveing any way so that was the end of the night 48 hours no sleep. well fuck off emo kids.
p.s. i didnt drop the soap
p.s.s. i took out the trash kay im sorry if i pissed you off i love you forever and 5:)
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Monday, November 1st, 2004
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well today sucked alot. i really need to get the vet apoint ment set up but liz from what she says her phone was dead but i really think she hates me and is just not awsering her phone at all when i call. suprise zack and brandon spent the night over there and even better i guess she spending the night there right now its real awsome. hes my friend and all but hes stealing my life and i hurts alot. zack total diched me tonight i know he was tierd and his new exposed love for liz is probly the only thing on his mind right now. i just wish me and liz could hang out with out it being weird for eather of use i miss her so much. not haveing her around kills me. i just want this whole sanareo to fuck off. well im really geting worked up right ill write more later for now fuck off emo kids
"i love kyle more than harry potter."-liz
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ok well last night was the most retarted thing ever. i got all worked up and so exited about dressing up and going downtown. it turned out to be a real learning experance. i found out for sure that there is somehting going on with liz and zack(which i have had a felling about for a while now) i got to find out in the worst way. i got to watch (from what they say) there first kiss. i was so upset. they were riding in one of the bike taxis and he had his arm around her and the second i saw them together i knew. then the bike turned the corner out of veiw but when we turned the corner they were not that far and that was when all my greatest fears come true.liz and zack were kissing. my fucking heart droped seence me and liz have meet i havent even seen her touch a nother guy in any way flirty or any thing. now my world has crashed a burned. i smoked like a millon cigerttets last night to i dont really know why but god what a stupid thing. so when we got back to the aprtment evry one started drinking. we got pritty wasted. and up to that point me and liz had been doing really good for the whole night. but i told her i saw her that i saw what happend between her and zack. we had an ok talk it was not that bad. i strate up told her i could never see her with any one else. but if it did have to be anyone zack would be the closed. even though i have herd some really bad stuff about him and even the way he talks to me i i really know hes a womenizer. but i just hate giveing liz up to someone else you know. and liz dosnt even want a boyfriend right now well thats if she wasnt lieing to me about that to. i cant beleve that this i happening. i love you liz i really reallly do and im sorry i tryed to pressure you last night i really really honestly am and i know this is going to hurt our relsionship alot but please dont get to mad. well i need to go to work ill up date this more when i get home. fuck off emo fucks.
p.s. if you read this today you should call me so we can do some thing even thought you are still mad at me from last night
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Sunday, October 31st, 2004
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| Time: | 1:36 am. |
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well tonight was my last night at mcdonalds. im glad im done with that place. it was a ok learning exprance but im not happy to say at one point in my life i worked at mcdonalds. yeah but some thing kinda werid happend tonigh. i was out in the lobby after close and big country by big country came on. its kinda me and lizs song and you know i didnt get all that up set. i mean its did jerk me at first and it was kinda a shock cause iv never herd it there before. i dont know i know ill never be over liz. she was deffently the best thing that ever happend to me but we r starting to get a little better around each other. speaking of witch i cant wait till tomorrow night its going to be a blast. we are all going down town me and zack have the best costumes ever and liz and kay both have from what i have herd hot ass costumes. i really cant waut to see liz in hers i think shes going to look really good as she always dose. but i think im going to get some sleep. fuck off emos love kyle
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Friday, October 29th, 2004
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well to day was a pritty good day but tonight was kida bad not really but a little. i went to the vet with liz this morning that was kinda bad i manged to piss her off pritty bad once again. but some how though she wasnt talking to me there was some thing that kinda turned around the mornign and it turned out ok. school was way borring i got out so early. then i found out i didnt have to work at mcdonalds again. so i went over and spent some time with brandon. that was pritty good to we went to wendeys it wasnt the best food but it was better then nothing. then we watched rosan and worked out a bit. then zack got home and get this liz actualy invited me over to watch movies. that was pritty fun. we watched interveiw with a vampire. i didnt catch the whole thing but it was nice just to hang out for a change. till i had to go to the bath room. liz took down like all the pictues of us. it really kinda depresed me. i really cant beleive im loseing her like this. i really thought we would be back together by now. but things only seem to get worse between us. she dosnt even wear the ring i got her any more she loved that ring and she says she just dosnt wanna ruen it but it use to bother her just to take it off. oh well lesaon to me geting all worked up over some stupid shit. well i real need to sleep i have to get up in 4 hours to go to work and im haveing a real hard time sleeping to night. well fuck off emo kids talk to you later
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Wednesday, October 27th, 2004
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well tonight was a lot of fun. kay came over and hung out with me. we watched that 70 show then we went to benagans. we had a great talk about nothing and then we had a pritty good meal and then talked some more. the eclips was to night to it was pritty cool. i have a eclips so this is even cooler for me. well me and liz are going to the vet in the morning thats going to be fun let me tell you. she kinda diched me today to sit around and do nothing. but its ok i kinda knew already that she was going to. i am kinda mad that zack diched me though. he said he would go with me to the park but i guess i really didnt give him much notice. oh well tomorrows another day and one more day away from mcdonakds 2 days and counting. well fuck off emos and good bye
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ok so yesterday was fucking great. I went to traffic court for some stupid moped tickets and they try to give 10 days i jai. so now i have to get a pubilc diffender. And what made yesterday eaven better liz actualy invited me over to hang out. but of course you know me i started talking about the one thing she didnt wanna hear. so now shes pissed at me agian. we were going to go to the dog park but i think i messed that up to cuz some thing gave me the bright idea to try and barger in to her house and make her hang out with me. this didnt go over to well. i got to speek my mind a bit but i think i just shoot my self in the foot.well its early as fuck and i still have to get ready for school. so im off like a prom dress. live journal emo fucks
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well so i havnt done this in a while. ok well any who so im here i just got home from jasons i hatent seen chrys i a while i wonder what hes up to. so i found that jason has more friends then i thought hes has this list oh people to call f=if a party comes up.
so i guess liz is mad at me cuz she dosnt think i can drive half a block down the street. heaven forbid i go home its not like i havent drove from ft, myers to orlando in worse conditions then to night. and i think she needs to think about stuff as they r happening cuz she almost pissed me off alot to night and i dont know it if she knoe=ws it but i dont like being poissed off. we im tiryd and i need some sleep so good night emo crap live journal.
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Saturday, January 24th, 2004
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i love my girl friend so much but she hates me i think she would rather be with BEN she loves him . she thinks i dont pay any ation to her but i do i try real hard not to piss her off cuz i love her sooooooo much but all it dose is make her that much more mader at me. i dont know what to do shes going to break up with me.:(
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